FUCKIN' AAAAAA!

I am at uni. It is immense. Beyond all words. Hampstead halls were not my first choice, but I wouldn't change them for the world. The people are absolutely lovely! I have done nothing but get wankered and bum around for the last few days, so consequently time has lost all meaning. :D

I look forward to the future.

Music- Madonna- Celebration

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A Little Bit Of Yay

Today, despite its insecurities, has made me smile. Or, rather, a few conversations with certain people have. It’s impossible to measure the simple happiness that comes from talking to the people you love- about nothing in particular, just laughing over little things, or from getting a compliment from someone you kinda really like. :)

In other news, I am extremely excited to purchase some Henry Holland for Pretty Polly Alphabetica tights. The only question which remains is the colour in which to buy- black, blue, green, pink, or purple?

Music- Jack Penate- Tonight’s Today

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4.48

Sometimes my mind struggles not to cave in on itself in wild, irrational panic.

My OCD is getting worse.

Music- My thoughts.

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Escape From Suburbia

"Boys were often to be found on their knees before this icon, praying to be made into pop stars and for release from a lifetime as a motor-mechanic, or a clerk in an insurance firm, or a junior architect. But apart from Charlie, none of us had high expectations; we had a combination of miserable expectations and wild hopes. Myself, I only had wild hopes."
- 'The Buddha of Suburbia', Hanif Kureishi.

Teenage years in suburbia; bittersweet. Pious worship of popular and alternative culture, drunk on a cocktail of naivety and sexual desire. Drugs and desperation to become something, someone, in the quest of things which matter.

Music- Everything But The Girl- Missing.

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